I've been chosen to lead a few students when we start doing the movie project. I don't want to be the leader!!! Ugh, it makes me sick to my stomach and seriously makes me nervous. I know I have leadership role with the big brother big sister kids but ugh... these people are going to depend on me for crap and I seriously don't want to talk to them.

I wish Adam and me could work together, they split us up because we both have these "leadership skills". Bah.

Booourns. I want someone else to lead.

I wish Alex was around. He has the sweetest voice and we could have long passionate sex and all that jazz.


The health nurse talked to me today. It was nice. She wasn't old and yah, she herself was nice. I don't need help but it feels nice to have someone to talk to if I need to talk about anything.
I don't have to get counselling which rules most of all .